I Work at a Secluded Radio Station. I've Heard Terrifying Things.
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Hello and welcome back to another episode by Sleepy Pasta. Before you doze off tonight, don't forget to leave a five star review and a comment where you are watching from. Let's begin. I've been staring at the same frequency readout for 20 minutes. When the static finally cleared, the numbers scrolled across my monitor in neat green lines.
Wind speed, temperature, atmospheric pressure. All normal for this God forsaken stretch of Arctic wasteland we've been calling home. Three months. That's how long Ryden and I had been stationed at monitoring Post 7 tracking weather patterns for the National Weather Service. Three months of nothing but white in every direction and the constant hum of our equipment.
The isolation got to some people, made them jumpy, paranoid. I wasn't there yet, but I could feel it creeping in around the edges. I adjusted my headphones and scanned through the frequencies again. The routine kept me sane. Check the instruments, log the data, transmit the reports, Repeat every four hours.
Simple work, but somebody had to do it. Snow pelted against the reinforced windows with a sound like thrown sand. The storm had been building all day, and now it was hitting us full force. Wind speeds were pushing 60 mph, according to my readings. Not unusual for February up here, but still enough to make the whole station creak and groan.
Ryden sat at his workstation across the room, headphones clamped over his ears. He'd been quiet all day, more quiet than usual, and that was saying something. In three months, I'd learned that my partner wasn't much for conversation. He did his job, ate his meals, and went to bed. Professional to the core.
I glanced at the clock on my monitor. 11:47 PM, Almost time for the midnight weather report. I pulled up the transmission software and started typing the data into the standard format. Temperature -38 Fahrenheit. Wind northwest at 55 knots, gusting to 62.
Visibility 0. The keyboard clicked under my fingers as I worked outside, the wind howled like something alive and angry. I'd grown used to the sound over the past few months, but tonight it seemed different, louder, more persistent. I saved the report and cued it for transmission. The radio crackled as it sent the data burst to the Regional Weather Center in Anchorage.
Another routine task completed another 4 hours closer to the end of our rotation. That's when Ryden suddenly pushed back from his desk and looked up. Lee. His voice cut through the ambient noise of the station's heating system and electronics. I turned in my chair.
What's up? He was already standing, pulling his headphones off and setting them on his desk with careful precision. Everything Ryden did was careful and precise. You need to come outside. Outside.
I checked the monitor again. It's -40 out there and midnight. There's something you need to see. The way he said it made me pause, no urgency in his voice, but something else, Something I couldn't quite identify. In three months, Ryden had never asked me to do anything that wasn't directly related to our work.
What kind of something? Just come. He was already moving toward the equipment lockers where we kept our extreme weather gear. I watched him pull on his insulated coveralls, then his parka. The routine was automatic.
We'd done it hundreds of times for equipment checks and maintenance runs. I hesitated. The smart thing would be to ask more questions, to demand an explanation before suiting up, to go outside in weather that could kill you in minutes if something went wrong. But curiosity won out. This better be good, I said, getting up from my chair.
The cold weather gear was bulky and uncomfortable, but it kept you alive. Insulated coveralls, parka, boots rated for 50 below insulated gloves, balaclava. By the time I was fully dressed, I looked like a walking marshmallow. Raiden waited by the airlocked door, already suited up. He'd pulled his hood up and wrapped his face mask around the lower half of his face.
Only his eyes were visible. You sure about this? I asked. He nodded and hit the button to cycle the airlock. The first door slid open with a soft hiss.
We stepped into the small chamber between the station's interior and the outside world. Ryden sealed the inner door and hit another button. The outer door began to open. The cold hit me like a physical blow. Even through all the insulation, Arctic cold wasn't like winter cold.
In normal places, it was alive, aggressive. It found every gap in your clothing, every exposed bit of skin, and attacked without mercy. The wind drove snow horizontally across the landscape, creating a wall of white that made it impossible to see more than a few feet in any direction. I hunched my shoulders and followed Raiden away from the station.
Where are we going? I shouted over the wind. He didn't answer, just kept walking, his boots crunching through the snow that had drifted against the station's walls. I stayed close behind him, using his body to block some of the wind. We'd gone maybe 30 feet when he stopped and grabbed my arm.
Look up, he said. I almost didn't. The smart thing would be to head back inside before we both froze to death. But something in his voice made me tilt my head back, and I forgot all about the cold. The sky was impossible.
Deep purples and electric Blues pulsed across the heavens in waves of light that seemed to breathe. But this wasn't the Aurora borealis I'd seen dozens of times since arriving at the station. The Aurora was green curtains of light that danced and shimmered. This was something else entirely. The colors moved with purpose, flowing across the sky in patterns that looked almost geometric.
And the stars. The stars were wrong. Instead of the fixed Points of Light I'd known my entire life, they were moving slowly, deliberately, like they were being guided by some invisible hand. I watched one star trace a perfect arc across a section of purple sky, then stop and reverse direction. Another group of stars pulsed in unison, growing brighter and dimmer in a rhythm that reminded me of a heartbeat.
What is this? I whispered, my breath creating a cloud of vapor that was immediately torn away by the wind. Rydon stood beside me, his face turned up toward the impossible sky. Nature doing what nature does. This isn't nature.
I couldn't take my eyes off the display above us. This is something else. A wave of blue light rolled across the sky from horizon to horizon, and for a moment the moving stars seem to pulse in response. The colors deepened, became more intense. Purple shifted to Violet.
Blue became electric and brilliant. I don't know how long we stood there. The times seem to stretch and compress in ways that didn't make sense. The cold should have been unbearable, but I barely felt it. The display above us was too overwhelming, too beautiful and terrifying at the same time.
It was Ryden who finally broke the spell. We need to get inside. He said, his voice muffled by his face mask. The practical words brought me back to reality. The cold hit me again, sharp and vicious.
My face was numb despite the balaclava, and my fingers were starting to ache inside my gloves. We hurried back to the airlock, fighting against the wind and blowing snow. I kept glancing up as we walked, but the impossible sky continued its display, unaffected by our departure. Inside the station, the warmth felt like a physical embrace.
I pulled off my gloves and rubbed my hands together, trying to get feeling back into my fingers. Raiden was already stripping out of his cold weather gear, hanging each piece in its designated spot. That was incredible, I said, working the zipper on my parka. I've never seen anything like it. Raiden hung up his coveralls and walked back to his workstation without responding.
Did you get any readings on that? I continued, pulling off my boots. The magnetometer must have gone crazy. And the atmospheric sensors. I'm going to finish the midnight reports.
He said, settling back into his chair and putting on his headphones. I stood there in my socks and thermal underwear, trying to process his reaction. He was acting like nothing had happened, like we hadn't just witnessed something that defied everything I knew about atmospheric phenomena. Ryden. He looked up from his monitor, his expression neutral.
What was that out there? Aurora activity? Unusual solar storm conditions. That wasn't an Aurora, you know. That wasn't an Aurora.
He turned back to his screen. I need to get these reports transmitted. I finished getting out of my gear and went back to my own workstation. The routine data was still there, waiting to be processed. Wind speed, temperature, atmospheric pressure, All normal.
All exactly what you'd expect from a winter storm in the Arctic. But the magnetometer readings were normal too. No spikes, no unusual activity. Same with the atmospheric sensors. According to our instruments, nothing unusual had happened in the past hour.
That didn't make sense. What we'd seen should have registered on something. The electromagnetic disturbance alone should have created detectable signatures. I pulled up the data logs and scrolled through the readings from the past six hours. Everything was within normal parameters.
No anomalies, no spikes, no indication that anything unusual had occurred. Raiden, I said. The instruments aren't showing anything. Showing what? I turned to my chair to look at him.
From what we just saw, the sky, the lights, there's no record of any unusual electromagnetic activity. He continued, typing at his keyboard, not looking up. Maybe because there wasn't any? What do you mean? I mean, maybe what you think you saw wasn't what you actually saw.
The words hit me like cold water. What I think I saw, you were standing right next to me. I've been working on reports all evening. I stared at him. You asked me to come outside.
You said there was something I needed to see. I've been at this desk since dinner. He finally looked up, his expression calm and matter of fact. You went outside by yourself about an hour ago. Came back in pretty excited about something.
I figured you'd had a dream or something. A dream? My voice came out louder than I intended. I wasn't asleep. We went outside together.
You showed me Lee. His voice was patient, like he was talking to a confused child. I've been awake all evening working on data analysis. You fell asleep at your desk around 10:30. I heard you get up and go outside, but I figured you needed some air.
I looked at my workstation. The midnight report was still open on my screen, exactly where I'd left it before. Raiden asked me to come outside, but according to the timestamp, it had been saved an hour ago. That's not possible. Raiden went back to his work.
Isolation does things to people, makes them see things that aren't there. It's normal. I sat there, staring at my monitor, trying to make sense of what he was telling me. The memory of what we'd seen was vivid, immediate. The impossible sky, the moving stars, the cold wind cutting through my gear.
I could still feel the ache in my fingers from the temperature. But the data didn't lie, and Raiden had no reason to lie either. I pulled up the security logs for the airlock. Every time someone went in or out, the system recorded it automatically. According to the logs, the airlock had cycled once in the past four hours.
Once, not twice. The time stamp showed 11:53 PM about an hour ago. One person had gone out and come back in. Just one. I knew what I'd experienced, but the evidence said otherwise.
I couldn't sleep. Every time I closed my eyes I saw those stars moving in their impossible dance, the purple and blue lights bleeding across the darkness. Ryden's face when he'd claimed none of it happened. I've been lying in my bunk for three hours now, staring at the ceiling and listening to the wind howl outside.
The storm had passed, but the cold still pressed against the station walls. My breath made small clouds in the frigid air of our sleeping quarters. The whole thing didn't make sense. I remembered every detail, the weight of my Arctic gear, the bite of the wind through my balaclava, standing next to Rayden as we both watch the sky do things that skies don't do.
But the log said I'd gone out alone. The time stamp on my report said I'd saved it before we'd even suit it up. I rolled onto my side and looked across the narrow space between our bunks. Raiden was sleeping soundly, his breathing deep and even under the thick blankets. He'd acted completely normal for the rest of the shift, Finished his reports, checked the equipment readings, made the standard hourly radio check with headquarters like nothing had happened.
Because, According to him, nothing had. But I knew what I'd experienced. The radio speaker crackled to life above my head. Lee, come outside. I sat up fast, my heart jumping.
The voice was clear through the static. Raiden's voice. Lee, you need to see this. It's happening again. I turned toward Raiden's bunk.
He was still there, still breathing deeply under his blankets. His face was turned away from me, but I could see the steady rise and fall of his chest. Fast asleep. The radio crackled again. Lee, are you listening?
I swung my legs over the side of my bunk and stood up. The metal floor was cold through my socks. I moved quietly to Ryden's bedside and looked down at him. Definitely sleeping. His eyes were closed, his breathing regular and deep.
He hadn't moved, but I just heard his voice on the radio, clear as anything. I walked over to the radio console and checked the frequency logs. Nothing. No incoming transmissions recorded in the past six hours. The last entry was our routine check in with headquarters at midnight.
Nothing since then. I stared at the radio display, reading the numbers twice to make sure I wasn't missing something. The logs were automatic. Every transmission got recorded, whether we logged it manually or not. If someone had called us, it would show up, but there was nothing.
Lee. The voice came through the speaker again, patient and calm. Don't overthink it, Just come outside. I looked back at Raiden's bunk, still sleeping, still breathing steadily under the covers. This wasn't possible.
You can't broadcast while you're unconscious. You can't transmit without the radio showing a record of it. But I was hearing Raiden's voice, and Raiden was definitely asleep. I'm waiting for you, Lee. Every rational part of my brain told me to ignore it, to climb back into my bunk and pretend I hadn't heard anything.
Whatever was happening here wasn't normal, and normal was what kept you alive in a place like this. You followed procedures. You trusted your equipment. You didn't go wandering outside in the middle of the night because voices on the radio told you to. But my hands were already reaching for my clothes.
I told myself I was just going to look outside, check the airlock window, maybe see if there is anything unusual. I wouldn't actually go out, that would be stupid. I pulled on my thermal under layers, then my insulated pants. My hands moved without me really thinking about it, like they belong to someone else.
The radio stayed quiet now, but I could feel something pulling at me, some kind of need to see what was out there. I zipped up my parka and grabbed my gloves. Ryden hadn't moved. His breathing was still deep and regular, the rhythm of someone lost in sleep. The airlock felt colder than usual as I cycled through.
The outer door opened with its usual hiss and the Arctic air hit me like a wall, but I was ready for it this time. I stepped outside and looked up. The sky was doing it again. The same impossible colors bled across the darkness, deep purples and electric Blues that had no business being there.
And the stars were moving just like before, slow, deliberate arcs across the black sky, pulsing in unison like a massive heartbeat. I stood there, watching, my breath forming clouds in the frigid air. Part of me felt vindicated. See, it was real. It was happening again.
But another part of me felt something close to terror. Because if this was real, then what did that mean about yesterday? About the logs that said I'd gone out alone? The moving stars began to shift, their random dance becoming something more organized. They were arranging themselves into a pattern, a shape I could almost recognize.
It looked like a mouth. The stellar formation stretched across a section of sky about the size of my outstretched hand. The stars outlined lips, a jaw, an opening in the center that grew wider as I watched. The mouth opened and closed in a slow, deliberate motion, and Ryden's voice came from above. Do you understand now, Lee?
The voice didn't come through my radio headset. It came from the sky itself, from the mouth, made of star, clear and calm and patient. I spun around and looked back at the station. Through the window I could see into our sleeping quarters. I could see Ryden's bunk.
The blankets were there, still arranged like someone was sleeping under them, but they were flat, empty. No rise and fall of breathing, no body underneath. My heart started pounding. I stared at the window, trying to make sense of what I was seeing. The blankets looked exactly like they had when I'd left, pulled up and arranged like someone was sleeping there.
But there was no one beneath them. Terror crept up my spine, cold fingers that had nothing to do with the Arctic air. Lee. The voice from the sky was patient, almost gentle. You're the only one who can see, the only one who can hear.
I was alone out here, completely alone. The nearest human being was probably 200 miles away at the main research station, and something was talking to me from a mouth made of stars, using the voice of someone who apparently didn't exist. I've been waiting for Someone Like You, the voice continued calmly, Someone who could see what's really here.
I stepped backward toward the station door, keeping my eyes locked on that impossible mouth made of stars. The thing kept moving, opening and closing with slow, deliberate motions while Raiden's voice drifted down from somewhere I couldn't pinpoint. My heel hit the metal threshold of the airlock. I reached behind me, feeling for the door handle, when something moved in the corner of my vision.
I turned my head 20 yards away. Standing perfectly still in the snow was me. Not someone who looked like me. Me. Same height, same build, same winter gear, down to the tear in the left sleeve of my parka.
Same face, staring back with my own Hazel eyes. The figure stood with arms at its sides, completely motionless, watching the station, watching me. My breath stopped. I blinked hard, hoping the cold was playing tricks on my vision. But when I opened my eyes, the duplicate was still there, still staring.
The snow fell around it, but didn't seem to stick to its jacket or boots. Terrors shot through me like ice water. My hands started shaking, and not from the cold. This thing, whatever it was, had been copying us, learning our voices, learning our faces. How long had it been watching?
How long had it been studying us? I thought about Ryden's voice coming from the radio, Ryden's voice coming from the sky. And now this thing's standing in the snow, wearing my face. The duplicate didn't move, didn't blink, just kept staring at the station with those eyes that were exactly like mine, but completely empty.
I fumble behind me for the door handle, never taking my eyes off the figure. My gloved fingers found the metal and I yanked the door open, stumbling backward into the airlock. I slammed the outer door shut and immediately started working the locks. The main deadbolt, the emergency lock, the manual seal override. My hands wouldn't stop shaking.
I pressed my face against the small window in the door and looked out. The duplicate was still there, still standing in the same spot, still staring directly at the station, at me. Snow continued falling, but seemed to pass right through it instead of landing on its jacket. I backed away from the window and cycled through the inner airlock door.
The station felt different now, smaller, like the walls were pressing in. I could hear my own breathing echoing off the metal surfaces. The radio console sat across the room, it's red standby light blinking in the darkness. I rushed over and grabbed the emergency handset, switching to the main research facility's frequency. Base station Alpha, This is monitoring post 7 emergency situation, Do you copy?
Static filled the speakers, white noise that seemed to go on forever. I tried again. Base station Alpha. This is Lee Curtis at post 7. I need immediate assistance.
Please respond. More static. I switched frequencies and tried the backup emergency channel. Nothing. I went through every frequency we had access to Weather Service, emergency services, even the civilian bands.
All static. Like something was jamming every signal, or like there was nobody left to answer. I set the handset down with trembling fingers and turned toward the sleeping area. Ryden's bunk sat exactly as I'd left it, blankets pulled up, arranged like someone was sleeping underneath, but completely flat, empty. I walked over and pulled the blankets back.
The mattress was cold. I pressed my hand against it and felt no warmth, no indication that anyone had been lying there recently. But I remembered watching riding, sleep. I remembered his breathing, the way the blankets moved with each breath. Had that been real, or had I been watching something else where his face?
I checked the small storage locker next to his bunk. His spare clothes were still there, folded the same way they've been for weeks. His personal item sat on the shelf above the bed. Everything looked normal, but something felt wrong about it all, like someone had arranged these things to look right without understanding how they should actually be.
I went back to the window and looked out. The duplicate was still there, still standing in the snow, still staring. The falling snow created weird patterns around it, like the flakes were being deflected by something I couldn't see. I grabbed a chair and dragged it to the corner of the room where I could see both Ryden's empty bunk and the window.
I sat down, pulled my knees up to my chest, and settled in to wait. The hours crawled by. I watched the window, watching my duplicate watch me. It never moved, never shifted position, never seemed to breathe, just stood there in the falling snow like a statue wearing my face. I watched Ryden's bunk, hoping to see some sign that he might return, that this was all some kind of misunderstanding.
But the blanket stayed flat and cold. Around 3:00 in the morning, exhaustion started pulling at me. My eyelids felt heavy and my head kept nodding forward, but every time I started to drift off, I jerk awake and check the window. The duplicate was always there, always in the same position, always staring. I must have dozed off sometime after four, because I woke up to Gray light filtering through the windows.
Dawn was breaking over the Arctic landscape, turning the snow from black to pale blue. I stood up stiffly and walked to the window, my joints aching from spending the night in the chair. The duplicate was gone. Fresh snow had fallen during the night, maybe 3 or 4 inches. The area where the figure had been standing was covered in clean, undisturbed powder.
No footprints leading to or away from the spot. No depression in the snow where someone had stood for hours. No trace that anything had been there at all. I unlocked the door and stepped outside, my boots crunching in the new snow. I walked to where I'd seen the duplicate and knelt down, brushing away the surface powder with my gloved hands.
Underneath was more snow, and under that the hard packed base we'd walked on for months. Nothing. I stood up and looked around. The morning was clear and still. No wind, no movement except for the occasional drift of snow from the station's roof.
In the distance, the mountain stood sharp against the pale sky. I was alone out here, completely alone, and I was starting to understand that I might have been alone for longer than I'd realized. I went back inside and searched every inch of the station. Storage areas, equipment bays, the generator room. Even the space is too small for a person to hide.
I checked for signs that Ryden had left his bunk during the night, any indication of where he might have gone. I found nothing. No footprints, no disturbed equipment, no notes. It was like he'd simply vanished, leaving behind only his belongings, arranged too perfectly in his storage space. I turned around and there was Ryden, sitting up in his bunk like nothing had happened.
He stretched his arms above his head and let out a long yawn, the kind you make when you've been sleeping deep and peaceful all night. Morning, he said, rubbing his eyes. Sleep well. I stood there staring at him. The blankets were rumpled around his waist, his hair stuck up on one side, the way it always did when he first woke up.
Everything about him looked normal, real, like he'd been there the whole time. Yeah, I said. Slept fine. Rayden swung his legs out of bed and sat on the edge of the mattress. He reached up and rubbed the back of his neck with his left hand, working at some kink in the muscles.
I'd seen him do that same motion every morning for three months. His fingers found the spot just below his hairline and pressed in small circles. I watched his face. The scar above his left eyebrow was there, a thin white line, maybe half an inch long. He told me about it weeks ago, how he'd run into a door frame when he was 7.
The scar caught the light from the overhead bulb the same way it always did. Weather looks clear today, Ryden said, glancing toward the small window. Should be able to get good readings. He stood up and walked to his storage area. I followed every movement looking for something that didn't match, but he moved the same way he always moved, with that slight favor of his right leg from an old injury.
His shoulders had the same set to them. When he reached for his clothes, he grabbed his thermal shirt first, then his pants. Same order as always. I didn't say anything about the night before, didn't mention the duplicate or the empty bunk or the radio transmissions. I just watched him get dressed and start his morning routine.
Rayden checked the equipment first, like he did every day. He went to the weather monitoring station and scanned the overnight readings, then moved to the radio console and verified the connections. His hands knew exactly which switches to check and which dials to adjust. Everything he did matched what I'd seen him do dozens of times before.
Coffee. He asked, moving toward the small kitchen area. Sure. He filled the pot with water and measured out the grounds. 2 scoops for him, one for me, like always.
While the coffee brewed, he sat at his workstation and started logging the morning data. His handwriting looked the same, neat block letters in the same blue ink he always used. I kept studying him. The way he held his pen, the slight squint when he read the instrument displays, the way he tapped his foot under the desk when he was thinking.
Everything matched my memory of Rayden Scott. The days that followed fell into the same pattern we'd established months ago. Morning readings, radio checks, equipment maintenance, afternoon observations, evening reports. Ryden did his job exactly the way he'd always done it. He spoke the same way, with those clipped sentences and practical words.
He ate the same breakfast, read the same technical manuals during downtime, went to bed at the same hour. I watched him constantly when he wasn't looking. I studied his profile, the shape of his hands, the way he walked. I listened to his voice during radio calls, checking for any change in tone or inflection.
I paid attention to his habits, his reactions, the small unconscious things people do. Nothing seemed off. If this wasn't the real riding, it was a perfect copy. The radio equipment worked normally. Weather reports came through clear from headquarters.
Our daily check insurance went smoothly with no technical problems or missed connections. The static and dead air from that night didn't happen again. I started to think maybe I'd lost it. Three months in isolation, the stress of the job, the endless white landscape outside the windows. Maybe my mind had finally cracked, and I'd imagine the whole thing.
The duplicate, the moving stars, the empty bunk. Maybe I'd sleepwalked outside and hallucinated the rest. People broke down in places like this. I'd heard stories from other monitoring stations, guys who started seeing things or hearing voices or convinced themselves their partners weren't real. The isolation got to everyone eventually.
Maybe it had gotten to me. Rieden never mentioned anything strange, never asked why I seemed jumpy or why I watched him so much. He just did his work and treated me the same way he always had. Professional and distant, but not unfriendly. I almost convinced myself it had all been in my head.
Then, three nights later, I heard my own voice coming from the radio speakers. I was lying in my bunk, listening to the wind outside and the steady hum of the generators. Raiden was asleep in his bed, breathing deep and even like he had every night since he'd returned. The radio console set quiet across the room, all the indicator lights showing normal status.
The speaker crackled once, soft and brief. Lee. I sat up fast. The voice was mine, exactly mine, but I hadn't spoken. My mouth was closed and I could feel my lips pressed together.
The sound had come from the radio, not from me. It's time to come outside again. Same voice, same inflection. The way I pronounced the words when I was being careful about something. I looked over at Ryden's bunk.
He hadn't moved. His breathing stayed steady and deep. We're waiting for you. The transmission lasted maybe 10 seconds total. Then the speaker went quiet and the radio returned to its normal background.
Hum. I stared at the console, waiting for more, but nothing came. I recognized everything about that voice. The slight hesitation before certain words, the way I dropped my voice at the end of sentences, even the breathing pattern between phrases. It was me talking, but I wasn't the one talking.
I pulled up the radio logs on my console, scrolling through the transmission records from the past hour. The screen showed our standard evening check in with headquarters at 2200 hours, followed by nothing. No incoming calls, no frequency changes, no signal activity of any kind. The timestamp for the last recorded transmission was 47 minutes ago, but I'd heard my own voice coming through that speaker 12 minutes ago.
I checked my watch when it started. I scrolled back further, looking at the previous night's logs. Same thing. Clean records showing normal operations, routine communications, standard weather reports. No trace of the transmission I'd heard then either, when my voice had called out.
Lee, are you listening? Well, I sat 3 feet away from the radio with my mouth shut. The logs don't lie. They record everything automatically. Every signal that comes through our equipment, every frequency change, every transmission duration, every source identifier, the system captures it all without any input from us.
I started a new document on my workstation, called it Incident Log Personal Records. Figured I'd better start writing this stuff down if the official systems weren't going to do it. Night 1 January 15th time 2312. Voice. My own message.
Lee, come outside. It's happening again. Duration approximately 15 seconds. Official radio logs, No record. Raiden status.
Asleep, no reaction. I saved the file and leaned back in my chair. Raiden was still working at his station, updating weather data for tomorrow's morning report. His pen scratched against the paper in steady strokes, same as always. He hadn't looked up when the transmission came through, hadn't acknowledged it in any way.
Maybe he really hadn't heard it. The next night I was ready, had my notebook open, pen in hand, watch visible. When the radio crackled to life at 2338, I started writing immediately, Lee Rayden's voice this time, coming through clear as day. Don't you want to see what's really out there? I glanced over at Ryden's bunk.
He was lying on his side, facing away from me, breathing deep and regular. Hadn't moved since he'd gone to sleep an hour ago. The Sky's different tonight, the voice continued, still Ryden's voice, but he was definitely asleep. More colors than you've ever seen. I wrote down every word, timing the duration, 22 seconds total when I checked the logs afterward, Nothing.
Clean records showing, no activity since. Our evening check in the third night brought something new. A woman's voice, older, with a slight accent I couldn't place, but something about it felt familiar, like I'd heard it before in 1/2, Remembered Dream Lee. Honey, why don't you come outside? It's beautiful tonight.
The voice sent a chill through me that had nothing to do with the Arctic cold. I wrote it down, hands shaking slightly. 31 seconds, no official record. By the end of the first week, I had 7 documented incidents. Different voices, different times, but always the same message underneath it all.
Come outside, see what's waiting. Join us in the impossible sky. I started sleeping less hard to relax when you're waiting for your own voice to start talking to you from across the room. I'd lie in my bunk, staring at the radio speaker, wondering when it would crackle to life again, wondering what new voice would Call My Name.
Radin never mentioned anything during the day. He went about his work, same as always. Checked equipment, recorded readings, made his reports professional and thorough. If he noticed my growing exhaustion, he didn't comment on it. But the voices were getting more persistent, more personal.
Remember when you were 8 and you got lost in the woods behind your house? My own voice, speaking words I'd never said. You called for help until your throat was raw. Well, I'm calling for you now. I dropped my pen.
Nobody at this station knew about that. I'd never told Ryden, never told anyone here. It wasn't in my personnel file, wasn't something that would come up in casual conversation. Sarah's worried about you, you know. The voice continued, and my blood went cold.
Sarah, my sister, she thinks you've been gone too long, thinks this job is changing you. I wrote it down with trembling hands. How could they know Sarah's name? How could they know what she thought about anything? The next night brought my father's voice.
He'd been dead for six years, but there he was, coming through the radio speaker like he was calling from the next room. Son, you're working too hard up there. Why don't you step outside, get some fresh air. I had to bite my lip to keep from responding. The voice was perfect, every inflection, every pause, exactly how my dad used to talk, even the way he'd clear his throat before saying something important.
Your old dog Rex is here with me, remember? Rex, He's been waiting to see you again. I slammed my notebook shut and walked to the window, pressed my forehead against the cold glass and tried to steady my breathing. Rex had been my childhood dog, a golden retriever who died when I was 15.
I cried for days. Behind me, the voice kept talking. He still likes to chase tennis balls, still gets excited when he hears your name. I documented it all, Every word, every impossible detail they shouldn't have known. My notebook was filling up with conversations that officially never happened, with voices of people who had no way of reaching me in this frozen wasteland.
The worst part was how compelling they were becoming. Each night, the urge to respond grew stronger. To answer back, to ask how they knew these things, to demand explanations. Sometimes I'd find myself halfway to the airlock before I caught myself and turned around. We know you're listening, Lee.
My mother's voice, though she was alive and well in Florida, probably watching her evening shows right now. We know you want to understand. Just step outside, just for a minute. They were wearing me down. Two weeks of this and I could feel my resistance cracking.
My hands shook when I wrote. Now my eyes burned from lack of sleep. Every shadow in the station seemed to move when I wasn't looking directly at it. Your friend Mike from college is here too. A voice I didn't recognize but somehow knew.
Remember how you used to stay up all night talking about the meaning of life? He wants to continue that conversation, Mike. I hadn't thought about him in years. We'd lost touch after graduation, and I had no idea where he was now, certainly had no idea if he was alive or dead. He says to tell you about the time you both saw those lights over the lake, the ones that moved in patterns.
He says you'd understand if you saw these lights, too. I stopped writing, stared at the radio speaker. We had seen lights over the lake one night during our junior year, strange lights that had danced across the water in impossible formations. We'd never told anyone about it, never even talked about it afterward. It was one of those experiences that seemed too strange to put into words.
Just come outside, Lee. See what we see, understand what we understand. Our rotation was supposed to end in four days. Four more days and we'd be picked up by the transport helicopter and flown back to the main research station. 4 more days of riding, going about his normal routine while voices from my past called to me through the radio.
I wasn't sure I could make it 4 more days. The voices seem to sense my weakening resolve. They came more frequently now, sometimes multiple times per night. Always personal, always knowing things they had no right to know. They spoke about my first apartment on Maple Street, about the scar on my knee from falling off my bike, about the girl I'd had a crush on in high school but never asked out.
Linda Morrison, my own voice said through the speaker. You used to walk past her locker, hoping she'd notice you. Well, she's here now. She wants to talk. I gripped my pen so hard it nearly snapped.
Linda Morrison. I hadn't thought about her in over 10 years. She says she always wondered what would have happened if you'd been brave enough to say hello. My notebook was nearly full now. Pages and pages of impossible conversations documented with scientific precision.
Times, durations, exact wording, All the evidence in the world that something was very wrong at monitoring post 7. Evidence that would disappear the moment I tried to show it to anyone else. Evidence that existed only in my handwriting, in my memory, in my steadily fraying sanity. 3 days left in our rotation. I sat at my workstation watching Raiden fold his thermal gear into neat squares.
Our last night at monitoring post 7 and he was already packing like he couldn't wait to get out of here. Can't say I blamed him. You sure you don't want to get some sleep, right? And asked, rolling up his spare socks. Transports coming early.
I'm fine. I kept my eyes on the radio console. Someone should monitor the overnight readings. He shrugged and went back to his packing. Raiden had been perfectly normal these past weeks.
Same routines, same mannerisms, same slight limp when he got out of bed. If I hadn't filled an entire notebook with impossible conversations, I might have convinced myself nothing had happened at all. The station felt different tonight. Quieter somehow, even with the usual generator hum and wind outside. I've been sitting here for three hours, waiting.
My notebook lay open next to the console, pen ready. 27 documented incidents over the past two weeks. 27 conversations that officially never happened. Raiden zipped up his duffel bag and set it by the door. You've been acting strange lately, Lee.
More than usual, I mean. How so? You watch the radio like it's going to bite you, and you're always writing in that notebook. He gestured at my open log book. Personal stuff.
Just keeping track of things. What kind of things? I looked at him. Same brown eyes, same scar above his left eyebrow, same way of tilting his head when he asked a question. If this wasn't really writing, it was a perfect copy.
Equipment, readings, atmospheric data, the usual, right? He didn't sound convinced, but he didn't push it either. Well, I'm getting some sleep. Big day tomorrow. Rayden climbed into his bunk and pulled the blankets up to his chin.
Within 10 minutes, his breathing had settled into the deep, regular rhythm I'd been listening to for three months. Real or not, he slept like the dead. I turned back to the console. The radio equipment hummed softly. All green lights and normal readings.
Outside, the wind had died down to almost nothing. Clear skies, according to our instruments. Good flying weather for tomorrow's pickup. My watch showed 1143. I'd been documenting the voices for weeks now, and they usually came between midnight and 2:00 AM.
Different voices each time, but always the same message. Come outside, see what's really there. Join us. The last few nights had been quiet. No mysterious transmissions, no impossible conversations.
I'd started to think maybe it was over. Maybe whatever had been playing games with my head had gotten bored and moved on. 1158 The static started low, just a whisper through the speakers. I grabbed my pen and positioned it over a fresh page. The sound built slowly, like someone tuning through frequencies, searching for the right signal.
12 O3. The static cleared Lee, my own voice coming through the speakers. I wrote down the time and listened. This is it, isn't it our last conversation? I glanced at Ryden's bunk.
He hadn't moved. Still breathing deep and steady, I wrote down every word as my voice continues speaking from the radio. You're leaving tomorrow, going back to your safe little world where voices don't come through empty radios and stars don't move in patterns. My hands shook as I wrote. Three weeks of this and it still made my skin crawl, hearing my own voice say things I'd never spoken.
But we want you to know something, Lee. We'll be waiting when you come back. I stopped writing. Come back. I wasn't coming back.
I'd already put in for a transfer, cited personal reasons. My supervisor had approved it without question. Oh yes, you'll be back. Maybe not here, maybe not to this exact station, but you'll be back to places like this. Remote places, quiet places, places where the barriers are thin.
The voice paused, and in that silence I could hear something else, a sound like wind, but not quite wind. Like breathing, but too big to be human breathing. You see, Lee, you're special. You can hear us when others can't. You can see us when others won't.
That makes you valuable. I wanted to turn off the radio, but my hand wouldn't move toward the switch. I just sat there, pen frozen over the notebook, listening to my own voice, explained things I didn't want to understand. We've been waiting such a long time for Someone Like You, someone who can bridge the gap between your world and ours.
The others before you, they couldn't handle it, They broke too easily. Others before me. How many people had been stationed here? How many had heard voices and seen moving stars and been told they were hallucinating? But you're stronger, Lee.
You documented everything. You stayed rational. You didn't run screaming into the snow like the last one did. My blood went cold. The last one.
What happened to the last one? Don't worry about him. He's with us now. They all are, eventually. But you, Lee, you get to choose.
You can go back to your cities and your safe assignments and pretend none of this happened. You can tell yourself it was isolation, stress and sleep deprivation and perfectly normal psychological responses to extreme environments. The voice that was my voice chuckled, and the sound made my teeth ache. Or you can accept what you are, what you've always been, even if you didn't know it.
A bridge, a translator, Someone who can help us understand your kind and help your kind understand us. I looked at my notebook, page after page of conversations with the dead, with voices that shouldn't exist, with entities that knew things they had no way of knowing, evidence of something impossible happening in this remote corner of the world.
We'll always be waiting, Lee, In the quiet places, in the spaces between, whenever you're ready to stop pretending and start accepting. The transmission cut off abruptly, leaving only the normal background hum of the radio equipment. I sat there for a long moment, staring at the silent speakers, then looked down at my notebook.
I'd written everything except the last part. My hand had stopped moving somewhere around Bridge the Gap. I checked the radio logs. Nothing recorded for the past four hours. Ryden rolled over in his bunk, still asleep, still breathing normally.
Tomorrow morning he'd wake up and finish packing and act like everything was perfectly normal. Maybe for him it was. I closed my notebook and sat back in my chair. Outside, the Aurora was probably dancing across the sky in impossible colors and geometric patterns. The stars were probably moving in slow, deliberate arcs, spelling out messages and languages that didn't exist, but I didn't go to the window to look.
I'd seen enough. The helicopter arrived at O 9:30, right on schedule. The pilot was a guy named Martinez I'd flown with before, cheerful and professional. He helped us load our gear while the rotors wound down. How was the rotation?
He asked, hefting right and duffel into the cargo compartment. Quiet, Raiden said. Good readings, no equipment problems. Standard winter posting. Martinez looked at me.
You look tired, Curtis. These long rotations wearing on you. Something like that. Well, you'll be back in civilization in two hours. Hot showers, real food, people to talk to besides each other.
We lifted off at 10:15. I watched through the window as Monitoring Post 7 shrank below us, becoming just another speck on the endless white landscape. The station looked so small from up here, so isolated. Hard to believe something so remote could be connected to anything else. But as we flew S toward the main research facility, I found myself thinking about what my voice had said about quiet places and thin barriers, about others who had been stationed at remote posts and heard things they shouldn't hear.
How many monitoring stations were scattered across the Arctic? How many weather outposts and research facilities and communication arrays, all staffed by small teams in isolated locations, Places where strange things could happen and be dismissed as cabin fever or equipment malfunctions or the psychological effects of isolation? The flight took us over dozens of similar installations.
Radio towers, weather stations, research outposts. Each 1A tiny dot of human presence in the vast emptiness, Each one staffed by people who probably filed the same reports I'd been filing for three months. Normal readings, routine operations, nothing unusual to report. I wondered how many of those people had notebooks hidden in their gear.
How many had documented impossible conversations and filed them away under personal effects never to be mentioned in official reports? Martinez set us down at Base station Alpha at 12:47. The main facility bustled with activity after the tomb like quiet of post 7. People everywhere, vehicles moving between buildings, the constant chatter of multiple radio frequencies.
Civilization transport to Anchorage leaves at 1400, Martinez told us as we unloaded. You've got time for lunch and a shower if you want. Ryden headed straight for the mess hall. But I went to the communications building first. I had reports to file, equipment logs to submit, standard end of rotation paperwork.
The duty officer, a woman named Patterson, looked over my documentation. Clean rotation, Curtis, no equipment failures, no medical incidents, all readings within normal parameters. That's right. Says here you're requesting transfer to a different division. Personal reasons.
She nodded and stamped my papers. Urban weather monitoring has an opening in Denver. Interested. Very. I'll put you down for it.
You've got good ratings. Shouldn't be a problem. I signed the transfer request and handed back my station keys. Just like that, my time in the Arctic was officially over. The flight to Anchorage was uneventful.
Rydon slept most of the way, but I stayed awake, looking out at the landscape below. Endless white, broken by the occasional dark line of a river or the geometric shapes of human settlements. From 30,000 feet, it all looked peaceful, normal. But I kept thinking about thin barriers and quiet places, about voices that spoke through dead radios and stars that moved in impossible patterns, about entities that had been waiting a long time for someone like me.
In Anchorage, I caught a connecting flight to Seattle, then another to Denver. By the time I reached my hotel room, I was three time zones away from monitoring Post 7 and exhausted enough that sleep came easily for the first time in weeks. I started my new position the following Monday. Urban weather monitoring was exactly what it sounded like, tracking temperature, humidity and precipitation patterns for a major metropolitan area.
No isolation, no remote postings, no long nights alone with temperamental radio equipment. My supervisor, Doctor Chen, showed me around the facility. Much different from Arctic duty, she said. More routine, less adventure. That's fine with me.
You sure? Most people request field assignments for the variety. Weather monitoring in the city can get pretty monotonous. I thought about my notebook, packed away in a box with my other personal effects from Post 7. Monotonous sounds.
Perfect. The work was exactly as advertised. I tracked storm systems moving through the Front Range, monitored air quality readings, filed reports that actually mattered to People's Daily lives. Normal weather affecting normal people in normal ways. But sometimes, late at night, when I was alone in the office, I'd catch myself listening to the radio chatter with more attention than necessary, waiting for something that wasn't supposed to be there.
Voices that shouldn't exist, speaking words that were never officially transmitted. It never happened. The radios in Denver carried exactly what they were supposed to carry. Weather data, air traffic control, emergency services. Nothing more.
I told myself I was relieved. 6 months had passed since I left the Arctic, and I'd landed at a communications facility outside Las Vegas. The desert heat hit me like opening an oven doors of every time I stepped outside, but I welcomed it. After those months of frozen isolation, the warmth felt like proof I'd escaped something dark and cold.
The facility sat on flat scrub land about 40 miles from the city, surrounded by nothing but sagebrush and distant mountains. We monitored radio traffic for the Federal Aviation Administration, commercial flights, private aircraft, emergency frequencies. Clean, straightforward work with clear procedures and regular human contact. My supervisor was Janet Morrison, a woman in her 50s who'd been doing this job for 15 years.
Three other technicians worked different shifts, so I was never alone for more than a few hours at a time. I'd requested the transfer specifically to get away from isolated postings. No more Arctic stations, no more months of solitude with just one other person for company. The paperwork had gone through without any questions.
My record showed solid performance at monitoring post 7 and they needed someone with cold weather experience who could handle technical equipment. I told myself the whole Arctic experience had been stress induced hallucinations. Isolation psychosis was a documented phenomenon. People stuck in remote locations for extended periods sometimes heard voices, saw things that weren't there, experienced false memories.
The human brain wasn't designed for that kind of sensory deprivation and social isolation. What I'd experienced fit the textbook symptoms perfectly. The impossible Aurora displays, the voices through the radio, the duplicate of myself standing in the snow. All of it could be explained by psychological pressure and sleep deprivation. I'd been working 18 hour days in sub zero temperatures, eating processed food, breathing recycled air.
My mind had created elaborate hallucinations to cope with the stress. That's what I told myself during the day shifts, when Janet was around, when commercial pilots checked in with routine position reports, when everything functioned exactly as it should. The radio equipment carried normal traffic. Air traffic control coordinated flight patterns. Emergency services responded to actual emergencies.
No mysterious voices, no impossible transmissions, no calls from people who shouldn't exist. But sometimes, late at night when I was alone in the facility, things felt different. The night shifts were supposed to be quiet. Most air traffic ran during daylight hours, with just a few red eye flights and cargo runs. After midnight.
I'd sit at the main console, monitoring emergency frequencies, logging routine, check insurance, filing reports. The work kept me busy enough that I didn't think about the Arctic much, except when the static started. It happened gradually. At first, I'd be monitoring the usual frequencies when I'd hear what sounded like interference, brief bursts of white noise that lasted maybe two or three seconds.
Normal radio static, the kind you get from atmospheric conditions or distant lightning. I checked the weather reports and equipment diagnostics, find nothing unusual and go back to work. But the static started sounding different after a few weeks. Instead of random white noise, it had patterns, rhythms that reminded me of speech cadences, pauses that felt like someone taking breaths.
I'd turn up the volume and listen more carefully, but it would fade back to normal interference. One night in early August, I was alone at the console around 2:00 in the morning when the static cleared. For just a moment. Through the speakers, I heard what sounded like someone saying my name not clearly, more like an echo of a voice calling Lee from very far away.
I sat up straighter and adjusted the frequency controls, but the sound was gone. I checked the logs afterward. No unusual transmissions recorded, no aircraft in the area that would have been using that frequency. The equipment showed normal operation on all channels. The next week it happened again.
This time I heard it more distinctly. Definitely my name, spoken in a voice that sounded familiar but distorted, like someone talking underwater. The transmission lasted maybe 5 seconds before fading back to static. I started keeping a notebook again, just like I had in the Arctic. Simple entries documenting when I heard the voices, what they said, how long the transmissions lasted.
The pattern was always the same. No official record in the radio logs, no other witnesses, no explanation for how the voices were reaching me through equipment that was functioning normally. The voices became clearer over the following months. I heard Ryden's voice telling me the desert sky was beautiful at night, that I should come outside and look up at the stars.
I heard my own voice asking why I was hiding in the facility when there was so much to see in the darkness above. I heard my father's voice, my sister's voice, people from my childhood speaking words that made no sense but sounded perfectly real each time. I checked the radio logs and find nothing.
Each time I'd tell myself it was just residual stress from the Arctic posting, my mind playing tricks on me in the quiet hours when I was tired and alone with the equipment. But deep down, I knew better. During my breaks, I'd step outside the facility and look up at the desert sky. Nevada had some of the clearest night skies in the country.
No light pollution, no atmospheric interference, just thousands of stars visible in perfect detail. The view was stunning, peaceful, exactly what you'd expect from a desert night. Except sometimes the stars seem to move. Not obviously, not in ways that anyone else would notice. Just tiny shifts in position, subtle changes in brightness, patterns that looked almost deliberate.
I'd stare up at specific constellations and swear I could see individual stars pulsing in rhythm, like a heartbeat made of light. I'd blink and look again, and everything would appear normal. The stars would be exactly where they should be, shining with steady light arranged in the familiar patterns I'd known since childhood. But the feeling would linger, the sense that something vast and patient was watching me from the space between the stars.
The notebook filled up with documented incidents, voices that shouldn't exist, speaking through radio. Equipment that was working perfectly. Star patterns that seemed to shift when I wasn't looking directly at them. Static that sounded like whispers calling my name across impossible distances. I realized with growing horror that whatever had contacted me in the Arctic hadn't been confined to that remote location.
It had followed me across the continent, patient and persistent, waiting for me to acknowledge its presence again. The isolation of monitoring Post 7 hadn't been the source of the contact. It had just been the place where I'd first been able to hear what had always been there, the thing that spoke through Reitan's voice, that formed mouths out of moving stars, that knew details about my childhood no one else could know.
It wasn't limited by geography or distance. It existed in the spaces between normal reality, in the static, between radio frequencies, in the darkness, between Points of Light. And it was still calling my name, night after night, waiting for me to answer. I understood now that I would never truly escape the voices that called from the impossible sky.
Somewhere in the darkness above the desert, something ancient and alien continued to wait for me to accept what it had offered in the Arctic. To stop running, stop hiding, and join it in the beautiful, terrifying void above. The realization hit me like ice water in my veins. I'd never been free of it at all.
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